Feelin’ kinda bummed because my sister and her wife took back two of the cats, Sammy and Gideon, and I miss those stanky boys and I’m worried about how I’m worried about them and how I’m afraid that this means that I’ll never see them again because they’re sick and it might turn out that things are worse for Gideon than we thought and that’ll be it, I won’t ever get to see him again.

But idk who I can talk about it with or if it’s even a good idea to talk about this because there’s not really anything I can do because they are technically my sister-in-law’s cats and just because I took care of them for pretty much all the time, it was only because she left them at the house until she moved, and like, I knew that she’d take them back at some point but I don’t really trust her to be able to take care of them, but like, I don’t think she’s gonna abuse them, I just think she’s not going to love them enough and like, I can’t really come up to her and be like “Hey, so uhh, about Sammy and Gideon. I don’t think you love them as much as I do so can I have them back?” because like, even implying that a little is a recipe for total disaster because hngghhhh… I just really don’t like her…………….