So here’s some news

1: After mom died I moved to Chicago to live with my brother and his wife and I prepared for like, about half a week for it. I like Chicago. I like living with them. It’s fine. I always said that I’d go there with them if I wasn’t taking care of mom. I had hoped that’d be like, getting her a nurse or something to take care of her but I guess she died first. So… yeah.

2: My sister is going through a pretty messy divorce with her abusive ex-wife whom I have hated for a long time. It’s taken a while for me to realize that oh shit, she’s abused me too, but like, this whole thing is bringing up a lot of feelings that I’ve kept hidden from myself while she was living in our house for my own safety and that I haven’t been thinking about since she left because it’s really unpleasant to think about. I didn’t expect to be so afraid of her. I did expect to be this angry but she keeps finding new heights of bullshit that make me absolutely furious and now that it’s safe for me to express that all of the anger I’ve been keeping inside all these years has been flowing out constantly and kind of taking up a lot of my everyday life.

3: I’m annoyed by social media these days so I’m not interacting with it as much? I dunno. I only want to communicate via MMORPGs. If you can’t talk to Kleskizhae in any of his AUs then you can’t talk to me.

4: If you’re in on the pillowfort.io thing then I’m krahka there, hmu even though I don’t use that much either because as I said, annoyed by the entire concept of social media right now, no matter the platform.

5: So uhhhhh. I saw Hamilton. That was pretty neat. Can definitely see how that post about romanticizing historical figures that did awful things was about tankies who’re super into the Soviet Union and not about Hamilton. It didn’t get into my favorite thing about Aaron Burr, but the whole treason plot he came up with was well after Hamilton was dead, so it’d be like, an entire new play after the play is over that’s got nothing to do with Hamilton at all, it’s just Burr going out and trying to start a country in Mexico? And then Jefferson tries him for treason, but ultimately the court doesn’t find enough evidence and to this day historians don’t really know what it was that Burr was even trying to do? Anyway, I felt way too much sympathy for Aaron Burr when he had the song that was literally about my personal situation right now with my dead parents and I hated it.