Life update

So here’s some news

1: After mom died I moved to Chicago to live with my brother and his wife and I prepared for like, about half a week for it. I like Chicago. I like living with them. It’s fine. I always said that I’d go there with them if I wasn’t taking care of mom. I had hoped that’d be like, getting her a nurse or something to take care of her but I guess she died first. So… yeah.

2: My sister is going through a pretty messy divorce with her abusive ex-wife whom I have hated for a long time. It’s taken a while for me to realize that oh shit, she’s abused me too, but like, this whole thing is bringing up a lot of feelings that I’ve kept hidden from myself while she was living in our house for my own safety and that I haven’t been thinking about since she left because it’s really unpleasant to think about. I didn’t expect to be so afraid of her. I did expect to be this angry but she keeps finding new heights of bullshit that make me absolutely furious and now that it’s safe for me to express that all of the anger I’ve been keeping inside all these years has been flowing out constantly and kind of taking up a lot of my everyday life.

3: I’m annoyed by social media these days so I’m not interacting with it as much? I dunno. I only want to communicate via MMORPGs. If you can’t talk to Kleskizhae in any of his AUs then you can’t talk to me.

4: If you’re in on the pillowfort.io thing then I’m krahka there, hmu even though I don’t use that much either because as I said, annoyed by the entire concept of social media right now, no matter the platform.

5: So uhhhhh. I saw Hamilton. That was pretty neat. Can definitely see how that post about romanticizing historical figures that did awful things was about tankies who’re super into the Soviet Union and not about Hamilton. It didn’t get into my favorite thing about Aaron Burr, but the whole treason plot he came up with was well after Hamilton was dead, so it’d be like, an entire new play after the play is over that’s got nothing to do with Hamilton at all, it’s just Burr going out and trying to start a country in Mexico? And then Jefferson tries him for treason, but ultimately the court doesn’t find enough evidence and to this day historians don’t really know what it was that Burr was even trying to do? Anyway, I felt way too much sympathy for Aaron Burr when he had the song that was literally about my personal situation right now with my dead parents and I hated it.

So you know that one Bastille song? These Streets? “These streets are yours, you can keep them” etc.

For some reason I heard “think of little else” as “beat our little elves,” so I had this image of like, Lucius Malfoy walking down Diagon Alley, smacking Dobby around violently with a stick.

seiya234:

dreamslessordinary:

princess-sparklemullet:

so sometimes i think about harry potter being in the aurors and like

he’d never really thought about child protective services, muggle or otherwise, cause it’d never been relevant, right? like when he was a miserable kid he just thought that was what it was like being an orphan. but then he sees cases come through the department where parents are murdered and there’s kids sitting in their waiting room with copies of the quibbler and water waiting while an auror sits down with a family tree and tries to find whatever relatives this kid might have in the wizarding world, going back maybe even five generations to find anyone living and vaguely related to this child to drop them off with

and he goes to shit apartments in diagon alley after noise complaints and finds children who are black and blue with hexed, bleeding skin who insist they were just playing with a weasley’s wizard wheeze, no really mr. potter

and he thinks about how merope gaunt stumbled into a muggle orphanage and left them a child who would grow up learning fear was the key to harmony, and becoming a god meant safety

and really, how was the headmaster of a school the person who made the call about where he ended up, how was the system so haphazard that a man who wouldn’t be part of his life for another ten years got to make the biggest decision of his life

harry thinks about his cupboard

and then harry potter sits down with hermione and ron and neville (cause of course neville would want a stake in this) and says, “we need to change the wizarding world again.”

and they do.

#the anti-cupboard league#molly weasley knits sweaters with every letter of the alphabet

HEADCANON ACCEPTED!